Grace Amazing.

I just don't understand.
The magnitude of it is so great.
That Almighty God? My Creator? My Savior? loves me radically? He wants to satisfy my deepest desires?
Sounds crazy huh? I haven't seen this man, I've only heard stories about Him. I only hear about Him when people preach about HIm from this book called the Bible.
He wants me to long, to love, and to completely satisfied by the One who I haven't met yet.
You know what the crazier thing I've experienced how that FEELS.


1 Peter 1:8
"Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy." Sounds like wtheck right? but yeah WTHECK that's how crazy this IS!

Man, it sounds crazy right? or just like it doesn't make sense right? yeah sometimes it even confuses me. That a God loves me so much? That He has all these answer for His people in this thing called the Holy Bible. What's even more ridic is that people have actually found proof to biblical stories too. And what's crazier is that I've seen lives transformed, because of hearing this TRUTH?

So guys. If this is true...shouldn't it change our lives? shouldn't we give ALL of our beings because we KNOW the POWER of the gospel. yet I often fail ...I doubt. I hurt HIm. I question Him. I sin. I complain. I wander. I want to please PEOPLE. I'm arrogant.

yet He still loves me. yet He still shows grace and provides me with everything and more. that's some GRACE amazing.

Ephesians 2:8 - For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God

To be honest, I'm still wrapping my head around that. Maybe I'll never get it. I always try to think and understand YAHWEH, but HAHAH it's been pretty much been unsuccessful, because I'm a finite being trying to understand something infinite.

All i know is, how ever much it won't ever make sense in my head, I long to chase after it with my heart...

Cause He has my heart. My heart is His.

Oh Please Father, let my have undying faith in you like in the past. Make me into Your likeness. Cause I'm sick of this "religion" stuff. I just want truth.