Lately I've been drained.
I haven't been real enough with myself and God.
Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love college.
God's blessed me immensely and surrounded me with such amazing people..but I do miss the people that I could really genuinely pour out my heart out to in high school.
And that leads me to this realization, His love alone has not been sufficient enough for me. When I desire for my emotions to be satisfied, rather than allowing Him to be enough for me..I am being selfish. Thus,I forget who I am truly living for, and who truly cares for me despite the circumstances.
May that always be You Lord. Forgive, this wretched heart.
I wanna live for HIS WELL DONE MY GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT, and not live for the fleeting temporary comforts and praises this world deceives me with.
I have a long way to go. Change this heart.
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