I'm sick.

I'm sick of always selling myself short. I'm sick of having others validate what I am worth. I'm sick of always being the one who cares more. I am sick of only knowing how to smile in every circumstance. I'm sick of failing. I'm sick of falling for boys. I'm sick of guys playing with girl's emotions. I'm sick of bottling my emotions. I'm sick of not being able to cry. I'm sick of being compared to others. I'm sick of no one truly understanding me. I'm sick of no one being able to tell that there is something wrong with me. I'm sick of only knowing how to respond with "nothing" when someone does ask what is wrong with me. I'm sick of being passive. I'm sick of being negative. I'm sick of being positive. I'm sick of contradicting myself. I'm sick of being over-analytical. I'm sick of thinking too much. I'm sick of waiting for someone to ask me how I am. I'm sick of always being happy externally. I'm sick of no one taking me seriously. I'm sick of judging others. I'm sick of being prideful. I'm sick of being confident and insecure at the same time. I'm sick of being inarticulate. I'm sick of being mediocre. I'm sick of being timid. I'm sick of knowing that the reason that I'm writing this is for you guys to understand. I'm sick of knowing that after writing this, my mood will probably change. I'm sick of knowing what I write on here is only temporary. I'm sick of being sick. I'm sick of being vulnerable. I'm sick of being sensitive. I'm sick of having mood swings. I'm sick of not meaning everything I say on here.

Maybe I'm not sick.

Maybe I just needed to let out all the things that go through my head on a daily basis.

Yeah, that's it.

Yeah.