Thoughts...

Imperfect. Unworthy. Disgraceful. That's how I feel when it comes to God...how I yearn to seek him yet I realize how weak and might I say utterly disgusting I view myself sometimes. But God, above all these things is holy and merciful.

What happened to me....when would I start thinking about things..and writing about it. Truth is, I don't think I've done a good job about proclaiming my faith...regardless of people knowing whether I'm Christian or not..it just isn't enough.

I pray I can change, overcome pride, share with love, not care about the judgements or the bashing or the potential rejection of others....in the end why do those thoughts matter anyway...

As long as we got God, that's should be enough.

He has blessed me, far beyond anyone can imagine....and what I need to do is overcome..and be "set apart from the world"

Nicely. Put. Easier said than done.

I pray for a revival at South Pas High....and as unready or fearful I might be..I feel the need to step up on the challenge..as said by the speaker at the City to City Praise Night tonight.."There will be a revival at our school when the favor of God comes upon us."

The ultimate goal of course is portrayed in Zechariah 8:21...."

"The inhabitatants of one city will go to another saying, "Let us go at once to entreat the favor of the Lord, and to seek the Lord of Hosts;I will go also"

I need to stop claiming these things..but allow how I feel to show up not just at church, Campus Heart, CCF...but wherever I am.

Speaking of Campus Heart, I really thank you brother and sisters who've I've probably known less than a year... you guys are constant witnesses and reminders of how great He is...and man guys...God will use you if you just let it all go..for some thanks for long talks...encouragement...and things of that sort...

Sigh. Please pray for me...

and I believe this..what is said in Deutoronomy 4:29 "But from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find Him if you search for Him with all your heart and soul"...just gotta live it out to its fullest potential..

First, Blog.

Next a song about weakness.